I miss you.

I miss you, but I have to move on without you here because I had to continue my life is kind of hard to move on, because you literally was my life, my air, my ground, will not you running out of breath, trying not to cry, the more I try to forget you not because of everything I do reminds me of you. I wanted to forget you as you forgot me, not my heart more, does not accept you out there you always were and always will be my first and only love. I tried several times to try out most every time you forget that I’m starting to forget everything falls apart and you come back you know I went to another, not more for me. Whenever I walk with my friends they ask if I’m still suffering from the wound you left in my heart, I always have to lie because they do not want to try to cheer me up because my life was when you walked out the door saying I have not spent of fun for you, you hurt me so much that day, but I cried most nights and nights I tried to kill Aunt always one more person who would not let me do even she is practically my only I had to take care of it as you did not want anything to me, so I took care of our daughter because she was the only person that made me wake up every day with me because without it would have already broken that day I spoke to you on the phone I had just learned she was pregnant plus everything you said and I had to keep everything with me after she was born, I saw that she was his face could not deny to my family that you never had anything like me, my family did not apoiu had to deal with it alone. I started to work to pay for daycare for my daughter, I had to pay the rent of the house where I was living, I had to turn to give her all the good and the best for you to come here with a DNA test and want to take the only person I once loved you? What do you want the girl you never wanted it, because you knew I was pregnant and that was your child, you saw me when I had to go to the hospital because he was almost dying because I did not know she would be born prematurely. If you have conscience of what you’re doing you’re taking my life, the only thing that keeps me from staying in a bed as he wanted, I always tried to kill me when she was about 10 years because I knew my sister would take care it did not leave it the more it made me see that next to it I could follow my life in front as you followed she never wanted her to know you because you said it was nothing but a scoundrel ever in good conscience want to have to call you the father because she said I was the mother and her father since I was alone with no one to care for her could make her go to college, and now I’m about to die you want to take care of it? For know I have a good inheritance for her, you know, more than how it will do 18 years in 2 days I had already put everything in her account that I did when I learned she was pregnant, then pretend that it cares not going to make a difference for her because she will not believe you because she knows how I suffered without you. And so I ask only one thing you never to go near it again. Ok?